Now That I Am Positive
(A recent post from the "I Just Tested Positive" board)
"I discovered I was HIV positive on Monday, Nov. 9, 2009, just a couple of weeks before my 43rd birthday. I had been avoiding this thing for 27 years; not only frightened of it but terrified of it. In my naiveté, I believed that I may be immune to it, because I had been tested so many times and was always negative. Now that I am HIV positive, I am no longer frightened of this thing. In fact, I welcome it into my life. Sounds bizarre, doesn't it? Why would anyone welcome this into their life? But I no longer have the fear of it, the anxiety. I have another reason to get the very most out of my life: physically, emotionally, spiritually, intellectually. I have a reason to organize my life and to fight for it. I don't really know what the future has in store; I only know that I will be part of it, convinced, at last, that it holds a place for me."
-- TDE1966
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What should I choose for my first HIV regimen?
Joseph McGowan, M.D., F.A.C.P., responds
CD4 count of 127: Should I start HIV treatment now or take herbs and delay meds?
Mark Holodniy, M.D., F.A.C.P., C.I.C., responds
"If I had acute seroconversion, I wouldn't be treated. I'd wait and see what happens to my CD4 cell count."
Anton Pozniak, M.D.
Chelsea and Westminster Hospital, U.K.
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