Even with a condom, anal sex comes with risks. The least serious, and most common, is a little aggravation to your system -- maybe some gas, or cramping, or runny bowel movements. If those don't go away shortly, or if you have a discharge of mucus, you may have an aggravated anus or a more serious infection or inflammation. Condoms help but don't completely protect you from warts or herpes, which can range from a pain in the ass to a serious and ongoing medical problem.
Oh, and one last thing. Lately, more gay men have been experimenting with a "just a li'l bit" approach, that is, putting your penis in (or letting him put it in) just for a little while without a condom. It sounds good, and it may feel great, but in safety terms it's a gamble. Remember high-school health class and how the withdrawal method doesn't prevent pregnancy? Having him pull out before he comes doesn't mean no cum or pre-cum gets inside you. And if you've ever tried to hold your orgasm back but still passed the point of no return, you'll know it's also a risk to assume that he won't pass that point, too. If you're on the bottom, no matter how well you think you know the pump of his hips or the tone of his moan, you can't necessarily feel it coming.
In terms of HIV, rimming is more of a theoretical risk than a real one: Most studies haven't looked at eating ass as a sex act, and those that did haven't found evidence of HIV transmission. It's conceivable, though unlikely, that he'd have blood in his shit or his anus that would get in your mouth. For some of the more serious STDs, however, most notably parasites and hepatitis, rimming is definitely high-risk behavior. And sorry -- while keeping clean down there is folk wisdom among gay men, doctor after doctor says it's impossible for cleanliness alone to wash away all the tiny eggs that transmit parasites. Using plastic wrap with a dab of lubricant on the side that touches his hole can give you protection but still let you both feel the heat, says New York City doctor Dan William, MD, as will cutting a condom lengthwise to form a barrier. If what you're looking for is the pleasure of getting inside, or putting your mouth where it "oughtn't be," then you may choose to skip the plastic and turn your tongue loose on someone you know is STD-free. That kind of knowledge, though, usually comes only with long acquaintance and honest conversation.
Being rimmed does not put you at risk for HIV. You could get herpes or warts.
Fingering is safe in regard to HIV so long as you don't have cuts or cum on your fingers. The hyperhygienic use gloves, or little latex covers called finger cots, but keeping unwashed fingers away from your own ass, your mouth, or any body part your mouth will be touching should protect against parasites and hepatitis. Being fingered is safe, too, if his fingernails are smooth and short, and his finger hasn't been in his own or someone else's cum or ass. You can get herpes and warts from touch as well as penile probing. If you're HIV-positive, you may want to be especially careful about what goes inside you.
Fisting, or the insertion of any large object in the rectum, is not risky for HIV, but it can be seriously dangerous. The inner walls of the lower colon, often described as having the consistency of wet paper towels, are soft and easily torn. The lower colon is also called the sigmoid (S-shaped) colon because of its several curves, including a sharp one about eight inches in. A jagged fingernail, an overly aggressive or ignorant approach, or a bottom who's high or tired or timid enough not to know or say when he's in pain can all lead to a break in the colon wall. Internal bleeding isn't obvious from the outside, and peritonitis (poisoning of the system) is a real possibility. If you experience sharp pain, fever, weakness, or bleeding after fisting or anal penetration with a big dildo or large penis, go to an emergency room immediately, and take someone with you.
Even without these emergencies, opening the sphincter wide enough to take an arm or large dildo can cause the sphincter muscles to lose their tone, and make it harder for you to tell whether you're passing gas or fecal matter. The stories about older fistees in diapers are exaggerated, says Dr. Stephen Goldstone of New York City, but they're not pure fiction.
HIV is a lot less easily transmitted than viruses such as hepatitis B. As a consequence, getting a positive man's cum inside you doesn't always mean turning HIV-positive. Though the science is weak, guesstimates about the risk of getting HIV from unprotected sex with someone who is HIV-positive range wildly, from 3 in 10 to 1 in 1,600.
Whether or not you get infected depends on three things:
Researchers call this "Q, Q, R" -- quantity, quality, and route of entry. Unless you're having sex in a lab, or with a lot of broken skin, only the last -- the route of entry -- is easy to control. But researchers do suspect that having oral or anal intercourse without condoms is more likely to transmit HIV if:
Last, a word for positive men: A number of men who are on anti-HIV medications and tracking their virus load are getting word that their virus is "undetectable." This does not mean that they have no virus in their bodies, but rather that their blood tests aren't showing HIV. Active HIV has been found in the semen of more than one man with "undetectable" virus in his blood. And remember, warns Ken Mayer, M.D., director of Brown University's AIDS program, that virus levels can change from the time someone got their last test results. "We simply don't know enough to say that very low viral loads mean no danger of transmission," says Mayer. Finally, the fact that you're positive does not mean you no longer have to worry about whether you get more HIV in your body.
If you are going to practice something as risky as fisting, experienced handballers offer the following advice:
Excerpted from Men Like Us: The GMHC Complete Guide to Gay Men's Sexual, Physical, and Emotional Well-Being by Daniel Wolfe. Copyright © 2000 by Daniel Wolfe. Excerpted by permission of Del Rey, a division of Random House, Inc. All rights reserved. No part of this excerpt may be reproduced or reprinted without permission in writing from the publisher.