April 14, 2012
The Very Public Me!
I'm counting down to 50 and I'm allowing you to see a side of me that I have never allowed. I have always wanted people to see me at my best, but God laid in my spirit to show you my day to day.
I'm doing this because I want you to really understand my journey. Really understand the miracle of my life. People are always talking about God "curing" me but even with AIDS, I'm a walking miracle, a living miracle.
I want you to see the miracle in my ability to keep pressing no matter what I face day to day. See God do what we all thought was the impossible; live beyond the days of expectation.
In many ways these videos are allowing you to see God moving in my life daily.
We expect a miracle to be this big pie dropping out of the sky, but if we would just stop and take account, you will see the miracles God is performing, and has performed in our lives.
Yes, God has and is blessing me, but I'm doing everything I need to do to live. I take my medications no matter how they make me feel because they are a part of my miracle. Don't be confused, there are people with AIDS that have drug failure.
The miracle of my life is both me and God as actors. I do what I'm supposed to do. I use the free will that God has given me to be the best I can be, no matter what I'm facing. So the combination of my will and desire to live and God moving in my life and having purpose for my life is why I'm still here. But make no mistake this is not an easy journey.
Here are today's videos!
Day 39!! Never Surrender!
I didn't post the last two days of video on the blog so here you go! Also, I got the YouTube bug and more will be coming. Please subscribe to my YouTube Channel! Click Here!
Day 40! Gettin to That Place of OK
Day 41! Happy to Be Alive No Matter What!