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Not sure what's next
      03/01/13 04:31 PM

I don't have too much to say, just in shock, I guess. I'm with Mark100, actually, in that oral without ejaculation was my only risk, I tend to get pretty chapped lips in winter, so it must have been precum getting in there when I spit? Seems far-fetched but it is what it is, I guess. He stopped me 10 or 15 seconds in and told me he was positive, there was only a little precum and everything I'd ever heard said very low risk, especially w/o full ejaculation so I stopped and didn't worry about it (and I'm sure it is low, but statistics are little comfort when you're the 1-4 in 10,000). I'd have gone for PEP if I thought this would happen so I'm furious with myself for a few things. I'm scared about having a med resistant strain, the money, it's going to devastate my parents...

I'm bi, have always figured I'd settle down eventually, marriage and kids--that whole thing. Is that just gone, now? I know people say it's not, but I can't imagine. I guess I'm not really asking or wanting anything in particular, my mind's just a jumble right now and I needed to get a little bit of it out. Any words of wisdom would certainly be appreciated though.

Edited by kclost (03/01/13 06:44 PM)

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* Not sure what's next kclost 03/01/13 04:31 PM
. * Re: Not sure what's next iam1   03/13/13 05:18 PM
. * Re: Not sure what's next notinterested   03/13/13 08:04 PM
. * Re: Not sure what's next Mark100   03/02/13 01:41 AM
. * Re: Not sure what's next riverprincessModerator   03/01/13 09:31 PM
. * Re: Not sure what's next kclost   03/01/13 10:44 PM
. * Re: Not sure what's next soltace   03/01/13 10:58 PM

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