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rookie
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just came back from the doctor..
11/16/11 08:50 PM
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Don't know what to say.. I just receive my results. I have tested positive for hiv antibodies. Kinda expected. Kinda Late. I had shingles 4 months ago and I suspected it was due HIV. I have been always scared to get tested, I haven't seriously engaged in severe risky behavior (I am gay, 35+, only btm in my life like 5 times). I guess regret is kinda late, tomorrow my numbers are going to be checked. I am not too optimistic, I am pretty sure this is a late diagnosis. I am main family support, professional and my somehow career successful. None of that matter in my head right now. I want to be well to able to be there for myself and my family. I am scared and sad. I am a good soul and I am going to have a hard time finding piece with God. Only one other person knows at this time, a friend who is also positive and have been living with HIV over 20 years. I guess in all the bad is a good thing I was at the doctor today, the beginning of my recovery and the opportunity for me to take control of my health. it sucks! .. thanks for reading my silly rant. :-\
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