I tested + about a month ago AND AM FREAKIN OUT
04/20/10 12:33 AM
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ABOUT A MONTH AGO I WENT TO THE DOCTOR TO GET TESTED WITH MY B/F I HADNT HAD A TEST IN I DONT KNOW HOW LONG WHICH IS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE I NOW KNOW, MY CD4 COUNT WAS 160 AND HAD A VIRAL LOAD OF 200K EVERYONE KEEPS TELLING ME IM GOING TO BE FINE AND THAT THINGS WILL CHANGE I WAS PUT ON MEDS INSTANTLY... IS ANYONE OUT THERE WHO HAS HAD LEVELS SIMILAR TO MINE AND HAVE BOUNCED BACK TO NORMAL HEALTHY LEVELS. I CANT HELP BUT FEEL LIKE THE DOCTORS ARE TELLING ME WHAT I WANT TO HEAR TO KEEP ME HAPPY AM I CRAZY