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optimistic2009
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Reged: 07/28/09
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Why does it get harder!
      08/17/09 12:57 PM

Hi All
Its been just over a month since the diagnosis and I have been on a roller coaster of emotions! I have an exam coming in three weeks time and I can hardly focus on it. I am so scared to fail in this exam yet cannot study.

Today all day, I have been feeling so dead! I hate myself for my moment of weakness. I find myself going on the internet every 2 hours looking for HIV cure and there is'nt one yet!! there is hope but then I spoke to some doctors and they say there will be never a cure! we have the best treatment so get on with it.

There is so much recent cure news---is that all hopeless? I feel dead, lifeless and getting to the point where I feel like just ending it all. I know I won't as what's the point in doing that but then what's the point of living as well now?

I am so sorry for this message as it is so negative but I need to vent!!

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* Why does it get harder! optimistic2009 08/17/09 12:57 PM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! Lisawithhope   10/05/09 02:12 PM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! mikel   10/05/09 04:33 AM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! JAGuar   09/14/09 04:14 PM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! johnk57   09/27/09 11:53 AM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! allangering   09/10/09 07:16 AM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! MUCHI1   09/03/09 06:28 PM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! bnagayguy   09/02/09 01:21 PM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! Angel_Ronnie   09/16/09 05:59 AM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! rainmountains   08/21/09 02:06 PM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! optimistic2009   08/22/09 01:59 PM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! renevatio   08/23/09 10:49 PM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! jersey_joe   08/19/09 11:24 PM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! ruralguy   08/20/09 08:37 AM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! Gene_CaliGuy   08/19/09 08:24 PM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! mikel   10/05/09 04:53 AM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! dean661   08/18/09 12:05 AM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! optimistic2009   08/18/09 01:05 AM
. * Re: Why does it get harder! Jackie__Blue   08/17/09 07:56 PM

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