I am recently diagnosed for the past two weeks. Trying to hold it together by getting results and case worker, doctor. But that is just the easy part. Today, nauseous and just out of my mind with disbelief. Wanting to live a long happy life, but at the same time "how can I live with this". I feel like I am truly in a dream. No one in my family to understand, although they know and support me and also no one gay to understand that also.
Consistently thinking and trying to find a way to just be OK. Don't know what to feel, how to feel. Work, dating, church, everyday life. Getting worried everytime I eat something bad, and I have the worst sweet tooth. Just want to sleep and lay in bed until this dream is over. As you can see, today was a very bad day and I have no one to talk to that understands.
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