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MIADA
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I started sobbing again
      03/27/08 10:59 PM

This past week, was probably the first week that I haven't thought of my diagnosis. It's been busy at work, and I'm keeping busy running around & wrestling with the dog. It's Probably the first week where i was haphazardly going about my days whistleing and carrying on merry making as usual,since the first week in january which was the week before my random 'flu'.

I went in to do my 2nd set of labs today. The doctor asked how i was doing. I stopped to think about it, and got really sad. I thought how I miss my friends. I miss my former life. I miss the 2007 Dave. I don't want this new 2008 version of me. I thought about how I want to go back to that me 3 months ago.
I started sobbing again.
I've been sobbing for a couple of hours now.
I feel like my life can't be what it was. I feel so trapped. I feel like my horizon has narrowed and I feel condemmed. :-(


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