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morethanpoz
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Reged: 02/03/07
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Loc: New York
Shocked Overwhelmed and Scared
      02/03/07 06:27 PM

Just under three weeks ago I found out I was HIV+. Am in a monogamous relationship (planning to be married) for last several years. I am so broken... I have already gone to a specialist and had blood work done CD4 450 and VL 600 if I have the lingo correct. Doc is planning to hold off on meds, next visit in April. My partner is also positive and is freaking out--feels very guilty for infecting me (and it's pretty certain he infected me). Stated he has not slept w/ anyone else. I am in counseling and have wonderful support in terms of family and friends. Yet, I am so devastated. I hear everyone saying how manageable this is and how there are worse things but it sure don't feel like that! I am so angry with God yet I am clinging to Him. To be honest I am pretty mad at everything right now. I don't really have a question, I am just hoping to reach out and connect. I want to feel like the name I selected as my display name: morethanpoz b/c right now all I feel is like I have a big plus sign instead of a face. Thanks for reading my post.

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Subject Posted by Posted on
* Shocked Overwhelmed and Scared morethanpoz 02/03/07 06:27 PM
. * Re: Shocked Overwhelmed and Scared p0zym3   02/20/07 10:03 PM
. * Re: Shocked Overwhelmed and Scared allen42   02/09/07 08:06 PM
. * Re: Shocked Overwhelmed and Scared Bear60   02/04/07 11:48 AM
. * Re: Shocked Overwhelmed and Scared morethanpoz   02/04/07 08:36 PM
. * Re: Shocked Overwhelmed and Scared Survivor   02/04/07 12:13 PM
. * Re: Shocked Overwhelmed and Scared morethanpoz   02/04/07 08:39 PM
. * Re: Shocked Overwhelmed and Scared TRex   02/19/07 02:22 AM
. * Re: Shocked Overwhelmed and Scared Survivor   02/04/07 11:28 PM
. * Re: Shocked Overwhelmed and Scared jambo   02/03/07 11:30 PM

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