I just found out this week i am infected. I am divorced from a woman and have 3 children. Everyone ive been with told me they were negative and no one climaxed in a way that would be dangerous. How did this happen??? I got real sick in Feb with flu and non-itch rash and nite sweats...i figured that was the initial exposure sign..the person i was with prior, says he isnt infected to his knowledge. But has to be him. I have three children who i share custody with, the youngest is 4. My ex and my children dont know i am gay and certainly wont know that i have this virus. I of course will be very careful with them. The guy i was dating most recently isnt calling me after learning the news. That hurts...but not unexpected. I dont expect to do much dating anymore...i dont feel like my life is over...jsut more burdened. I also feel there is a silver lining to everything and god doesnt give us anything we cant handle. I intend to keep my body strong with nutrition and exercise and my mind strong with staying as positive as I can. Any one out there who wants a support buddy, hit me back at my email MascJock_813@yahoo.com. Thanks!
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