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justmesad
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Reged: 10/14/05
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I just can't believe it.
      10/14/05 06:09 PM

I don't even now how to begin any of this. I just found out yesterday 10/13. God, I can't even say it and I can't stop crying. I just don't know want to do. I feel like all has been taken from me. I just want to yell for someone to help me. I've thought of suicide, just running away, I just want to live. I am so scared - and I think of all of my mistakes and regrets. All that I have taken for granted. I have a partner that I haven't even told and don't know how to. I am so scared because I love him so much and think he will probably leave me. Am I to blame for this, I think of all the people in our lives that this will affect. Please help me. I've search the internet all day looking for how close a cure is. I just keep telling myself to breathe, but oh God, someone help me. I'm so sorry to anyone for the rambling message. I'm just so scared. :(

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* I just can't believe it. justmesad 10/14/05 06:09 PM
. * Re: I just can't believe it. Anonymous   11/04/05 11:55 AM
. * Re: I just can't believe it. Anonymous   11/21/05 12:44 PM
. * Re: I just can't believe it. NYCPDX   10/19/05 02:58 AM
. * Re: I just can't believe it. Ron/Tampa   10/16/05 04:29 AM
. * Re: I just can't believe it. jenn   10/16/05 12:55 AM
. * Re: I just can't believe it. Seattle2005   10/15/05 03:06 AM
. * Re: I just can't believe it. daisey6205   10/14/05 07:28 PM
. * Re: I just can't believe it. Anonymous   10/14/05 07:23 PM
. * Re: I just can't believe it. Anonymous   10/17/05 11:31 AM
. * Re: I just can't believe it. jenn   10/20/05 11:50 PM
. * Re: I just can't believe it. Ron/Tampa   10/19/05 02:40 AM

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