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africaneagle
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Loc: zimbabwe africa
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conflicted
09/10/10 10:22 AM
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the man i was married to now has AIDS and cancer and is extremely ill. i am scared to get to that point myself but i am helping him. i am conflicted - on one hand there was no question as to what i would do - i would help him. at the time of our divorce - the HIV that he kept from me but gave me, was a factor in the divorce, i hated him so then. he was willing to do the same to me. but now i see him frail and frustrated with his body that is not cooperating i am crying and hurting. i am keeping my promise to be there for him i am feeling so bad about this situation - i am not ready for him to be in this position & i am feeling a whole lot of confused feelings some which i do not understand myself. it is not as though i have fallen in love with him all over again - not at all, but i cannot put a name to what i am feeling. i am not ready for him to die yet. does anyone out there understand?
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