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T\'mara
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My brother is gone
      01/20/06 08:49 AM

He was just diagnosed + in Aug of 05. Started meds Dec 9th, 05. Found dead in his room Dec 10th, 05. I keep asking myself WHY IS MY BROTHER GONE ?!? He was just diagnosed. I know people that have been living with HIV for over 15 years. My brother was only 23. He was beautiful. I haven't slept in days. I keep asking myself what came first , the infection, the depression, the drug addiction, the bad relationship with an abusive cheating byfriend. I'm trying to make sense of it.Did he become an addict after the diagnosis or before? He spiralled down after meeting his boyfriend.He was so depressed ,and never told us why he was so sad. Did he already know he was +? We are still waiting for the tox-report from the autopsy. Was his death due to the new meds? I have so many Questions.At least I know the fear and pain is gone . Thats my only comfort.I feel my brother gave up the fight too soon.I think if our other family members would have been there for him, it would of made a big difference in his length of time on this planet. I'm sorry if that sounds harsh, but they rejected him as soon as the diagnosis came. He was not welcome in their homes.So, if anyone reads my post and they have a loved one with HIV, HUG THEM! DON'T LET GO OF THEM ! Tell them you love them regardless! I miss my brother so much , I can't breath ! Remember, Hope and love is healing to a person with HIV................( I love you Carl )

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* My brother is gone T\'mara 01/20/06 08:49 AM
. * Re: My brother is gone river   02/10/06 07:23 PM
. * Re: My brother is gone jenn   01/21/06 11:14 PM
. * Re: My brother is gone Anonymous   02/10/06 10:44 AM
. * Re: My brother is gone Survivor   02/10/06 11:08 AM
. * Re: My brother is gone Brandy   01/21/06 09:59 PM
. * Post deleted by Becky AIDS2HIV   01/20/06 11:59 PM
. * Re: My brother is gone Anonymous   02/10/06 01:55 PM
. * Re: My brother is gone Autumn   01/21/06 11:06 AM
. * Post deleted by Becky AIDS2HIV   01/21/06 12:50 PM
. * Re: afraid to butt in...but, daisey6205   01/21/06 02:02 PM
. * Re: afraid to butt in...but, Survivor   01/21/06 02:15 PM
. * Re: My brother is gone Survivor   01/21/06 01:52 PM
. * Re: My brother is gone Blixer   01/21/06 08:38 AM
. * Re: My brother is gone Survivor   01/20/06 12:53 PM
. * Re: My brother is gone daisey6205   01/20/06 02:40 PM
. * Re: My brother is gone ItsFaith   01/20/06 12:30 PM
. * Re: My brother is gone Survivor   01/20/06 12:22 PM
. * Re: My brother is gone Survivor   01/20/06 12:16 PM
. * Re: My brother is gone franfrog   01/20/06 12:04 PM
. * Re: My brother is gone DavidSolomon   02/20/06 10:25 PM

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