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I am reading and posting some questions myself in the last few months. I am still negative and to be troughtful, I would never chose to be with some one that has hiv. Now that my husbans has it, I am trying to deal with it. I am here, with him, even that he is denying his situation and I know that he is cheating on me, AGAIN, with a women that is Hiv +. Do not worry. We do not sleep together. I never can do that, after knowing what he is doing now.
Many people take a positive step toward new situation. Many can get worse and selfish and they relly on smally things. Such as...If doctors tells you, that is a small chance to get hiv, if partner's Viral Load is undetectable... IT IS STILL A CHANCE.
It is afful to become a blame, because you did not cheet and you don't have hiv. My husband blames me. He says that we have nothing in comen. That he has to be with people who has HIV, because they are HIV. Having cancer, would not make you CANCER, would it?
Having hiv and changing a partners, gives my husband a chance to be some one he is not. Gives him a chance to run away from problems and he lets everyone else to worry about it.
Every one has the right to know, in what kind of relationship they are getting into. To tell you one thing. If there will be a chance for me, to trust another men in my future, I will make sure that he will do all tests for HIV. But I know, I will always look over my shoulder, so that is out of the question. It is hard to realize that you will never get the warmth of love, because you can not trust, because a love of your life, took it away from you.
Running around, sleeping around and puting your family in danger, yourself, your wife and children is WRONG. And until people do not understand the choices they are making I know I will come back to this chat room and tell every one.
WAKE UP, THINK WITH YOUR BRAINS. BE CAREFUL AND DO NOT BE AFRAID TO ASK. IT IS YOUR RIGHT.

See you around reply back, look for me and we can talk,

New Yorker

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