I have been with my boyfriend since June 2004 ..I just found out this past month that He is HIV positive I knew he was on meds of all kinds wasn't exactly positive for what though...I finally sat Him down and talked to him and asked him to please tell me what the pills were for...He finally admitted in 95 he was told he was HIV positive ...He was afraid to tell me...He has been in the hospital twice near death ...that part I knew just didnt know the why...I love him with all my heart and can't leave him..but I am scared we have never practiced safe sex the whole time we have been together...I have been tested twice and am HIV free so far ...He appears to me to be in denial of his disease..he takes his meds because i give them to him each day...I cant leave him i need him he needs me...we never talk about his disease..how can i make things more in the open with him? He has told me if i discuss this with anyone I will have to leave no if ands or buts about it...so I haven't talked with anyone till now about it...also I know I am going to hear leave him immediatly and I cant and won't do that...just need a friendly ear to listen to me and talk... honeybee55
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