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Reged: 10/25/10
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newbie needs a friend
      10/25/10 12:25 PM

i have been aware of my positive status for 2 years now. it is just as horrible every morning when i wake up as it was in the first 30 seconds after the doctor told me. i have been in therapy for a year now, getting nowhere. My significant other finally got tested and he is also positive. every time i look at him i feel like i killed him. i have told two of my family, my mother and grandmother, and neither one was supportive. i have regretted telling them every time i speak to them. i have been to afraid to go to a support group in my area.. it took me months to be able to go to my doctor without a disguise on. i am really struggling. i am on meds, and i feel like they are dictating my life now. i feel like i see the world through HIV tinted glasses, and i want to feel human again. any advice would be appreciated. i cannot discuss HIV with my partner, it is too painful.

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* newbie needs a friend anonymousgrrl3 10/25/10 12:25 PM
. * Re: newbie needs a friend alive2   11/01/10 01:30 AM
. * Re: newbie needs a friend iam1   10/28/10 09:41 PM
. * Re: newbie needs a friend anonymousgrrl3   10/28/10 09:52 PM
. * Re: newbie needs a friend DJones   10/28/10 04:32 PM
. * Re: newbie needs a friend bartlebyAdministrator   10/25/10 02:15 PM
. * Re: newbie needs a friend anonymousgrrl3   10/25/10 02:29 PM
. * Re: newbie needs a friend bartlebyAdministrator   10/25/10 02:59 PM

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