recently diagnosed 70 year old with depression
06/30/08 10:54 PM
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I was diagnosed pos. I am 70 year old with 4 children and four grandchildren. I got drunk 16 days ago and gave fellatio to a Thai lady boy. An HIV/NAT test is positive.I was negative on all tests before that. I am a chronic worrier and am considering the best way to kill myself because of the embarrassment to me, my family and friends. I feel as I am 70 and have had a good life there is nothing left for me but worry. I also expect that because of my age the onset of AIDS will be much quicker. I also worry about having operations for other medical problems I might have in the future. I am incredibly worried and finding it hard to continue. It's worse because I have always looked after myself and am very fit for my age,Can anyone help?