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Waiting for test results
      03/07/05 10:59 PM

I would like for someone who maybe has done this or known someone that this happened too, to help me understand that if my husband had known since 1987 that he is positive why did he not tell any of his partners, his ex or me. I understand he was strung out, but he was clean when he met me, and we were together for 3 years before we married. I am still with him, but the anger is eating on me. Trust is bothering me, and I am struggling to forgive. I would like to be happy again. Also, we are unable to have sex for the last year and that is frustrating and I am worried about being left to raise his child alone. He feels he will be alright, but his wasting was so bad when he almost died this summer, and he isn't able to get it back on. He has done well, without meds to be this healthy for so many years. I hope I don't sound horrible, it is just feelings that I am trying to make sense of. He told me he was in denial, but how could that be, when he was on meds a couple of times in prison, and his whole family knew, he was having his son tested when he was born, and He told me he'd been tested and was ok. He lied,, and since I found out, accidentally he has told me several different stories about how long he'd been pos. Then he takes viagra and makes no romantic or sexual moves on me. That is confusing as well.

Sorry guys and gals, I just need some other opinions. Also, I', worried about his life span with this wasting that happened.
His viral load was 100000 and cd count was under 20, after 1 month on meds viral was 378 and cd was 38, time to get rechecked. But not weight gain.

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