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But I bleached the needles........
02/24/06 01:42 PM
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I was a big dummy for a long time.Since I was 18(now 29)I have had many,many unprotected sexual encounters,shared needles,pipes,equipment,ect. All of my hiv tests were NEG.I was scared and happy each and everytime! So,After 18 months of absolute abstinence(drugs&sex)I messed up. I had a few sexual encounters and shared a needle. I found out the person I shared with was hiv pos. I bleached the hell outta them needles but still......What if 1 little determined bugger held on?What if it wasn't good enough?Blah,Blah,Blah......The "what if's" will paralize u with fear....Oh yeah a few months back I noticed tongue colored bumps on the very back of my tongue it may be thrush may not be. I go to doc Mon to get the entire kit and caboodle check up. I also have hepc. I can live w/ hepc. It can be cured and managed for a very long time(40+years)HIV no cure,no kids,no more"normal" life as we know it!The slightest thing can kill ya with hiv.Although we can look at magic j. He seems to be living 4-ever.Must be nice to have oodles of$$$. I'm scared which is totally understandable.I avoided hiv for nearly 11 years when I should of had it long ago.Please someone pray for me!!! Bless u all!!!
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