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Re: just need a little help in my "window period"
      09/02/05 01:50 PM

Thank you debbie. In my rational mind I know you are right, and I know my kids would love me until the end (whatever the cause of the end is) but when the fear and anxiety take hold it is hard to think rationally. It is amazing how strong one's mind is. I have lost more sleep over this....not so much for me because I am willing to accept the consequences of my actions, but for my family who will suffer so much. I never realized how much I love them. I mean, I have always known that I love and adore them, but not until I think I may have hurt them did I think about how deep that love runs. They are the reason I wake up and the reason I go on each day. The are a gift that I took for granted. I start to pray that God will give me another chance to do right by them...and I stop, thinkint that I am being selfish...so I pray for the strength to handle whatever comes.....because perhaps I should be "punished" for what I did, although I know that God isn't like that. I know he is a good and forgiving God...I'm not as forgiving when it comes to me. I'm sorry for rambling......it is just that I don't really have anyone I can talk to like this and it just feels good to get these things off my chest. One thing I have learned is that regardless of my results, I will always come here to this board to help others going through the pain that I am....I never realized...no, never even thought about how many people are scared and alone. I hope I can help even one. Thank you Debbie...and all.

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* just need a little help in my "window period" Anonymous 09/01/05 02:22 PM
. * Re: just need a little help in my "window period" Anonymous   09/01/05 04:50 PM
. * Re: just need a little help in my "window period" debtex   09/01/05 02:33 PM
. * Re: just need a little help in my "window period" Anonymous   09/01/05 08:53 PM
. * Re: just need a little help in my "window period" debtex   09/01/05 09:46 PM
. * Re: just need a little help in my "window period" Anonymous   09/02/05 01:50 PM
. * Re: just need a little help in my "window period" debtex   09/02/05 02:33 PM
. * Re: just need a little help in my "window period" Anonymous   09/03/05 08:59 AM

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