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rsmithson
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I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL
      11/15/13 01:17 AM

I have to say that since finding out, my life has changed and my attitude was positive. Until I met my boyfriend, who is negative.... since that day I have been so scared. I cant make love to him because I am so scared that I might infect him. I feel so incomplete and useless. I feel like less of a man. He said he wants to take the chance with me, because I am different. But all this is taking me into a deep depression. This last week all I have done is cry and cry. So I am lost. I do not know what I am feeling or why... Everything has a black cloud over it. I am trying to pull out but for every step I make it seems I fall back 2. All I want is to love him and take care of him..... but all I seem to be doing is push him away. Help I do not want to lose him he is the best.

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7/31 CD4- 5 VL 410,000
8/19 started ART

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* I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL rsmithson 11/15/13 01:17 AM
. * Re: I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL Whatsup   01/28/14 02:58 AM
. * Re: I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL Whatsup   01/28/14 03:00 AM
. * Re: I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL anotherday   02/01/14 05:41 PM
. * Re: I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL rowusa1   12/23/13 10:49 PM
. * Re: I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL 1hotjamie4u   11/27/13 05:37 AM
. * Re: I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL anotherday   11/15/13 05:14 AM
. * Re: I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL Angel_Ronnie   11/15/13 04:03 AM

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