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Fyodor
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Reged: 06/03/13
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Putting a face just for the world
      06/04/13 05:39 PM

"Fake it 'till you make it" as they say...? Well, in the process to find out if this is really true, I've been dealing with our common issue in two different ways. One of them, the one that my friends, family and loved ones see, is that of the brave, professional guy who decided to take control succesfully. Smiling, healthy, undetectable, swimmer, social butterfly and so on and so forth. Then, there's the inner reality...which is an extreme sense of loss and sadness that has been ever present. I cry and lot, and nobody sees it, specially my mother, whom being a cancer fighter and survivor, puts my own battle to shame. No...I don't want anybody to see my real insides, and in the process I keep getting greetings and congratulations...and I keep smiling. I have retreated into solitude and into a state of perpetual mourning.

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* Putting a face just for the world Fyodor 06/04/13 05:39 PM
. * Re: Putting a face just for the world njpozdad   06/14/13 07:29 AM
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. * Re: Putting a face just for the world Fyodor   06/05/13 03:14 AM
. * Re: Putting a face just for the world kicker   06/04/13 06:31 PM
. * Re: Putting a face just for the world Fyodor   06/04/13 07:48 PM
. * Re: Putting a face just for the world Angel_Ronnie   11/14/13 11:44 PM

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