Hey I am new to this site as of today. I am a 40 year old gay male that has been positive for 12 years. I do not get into how I first came in contact with it because it takes two. And I am one of those two. I am very open about my status, sometimes maybe to open. I did find out however that there are those friends out there that dont care about status. I have a best friend of 8 years that I am in love with. We have been on and off more on then off over the past 8 years and I see a future with him. I am not sure if I am asking too much of him or not. I am looking to find support in this. He will be back in the area at the end of the year and I cant wait to see him again. At that time I want to start working on the future, but I am scared that I may be putting too much on his shoulders. Is there anyone out there that can help me.
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