Hi,
My husband and I are both positive and I've betrayed not only him but myself, especially since I don't believe in cheating since thats is what happened to my mother in her previous marriage. Anyways I found myself trying to fill a void and not dealing with my issues, instead I found myself looking to sex to make me feel better which isn't healthy considering my health status. I created an account online on a sex site with false pictures and also chatted with people and met up with them with out disclosing my status. I feel like a monster in a sense for not being honest to them and also not being honest with my husband. Now we are trying to work things out but every day is a struggle... I now find myself trying to make sense of it all. I pray that I can find solice with everything that happen and also hope my husband can find strength to be with me still. My vow in life is to be a better person and also a better spouse, I truely love him and hope he understands that I wish him no pain.
Chaze
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