Ok so im 22 years old and my dad had HIV i was only 5 years old when he passed away my mom always told me that he died from something else and i believed every word that she said. when i turned maybe 14 years old i didnt hear it from her i heard it someone that was basically talking trash about it and so i had to say something to her about. i was so pissed off at her and still am to this day i should of known the full details on why my own dad died. how do you get over something like this after knowing this for so many years i still find myself crying everyday wishing he was still here because i need him.. someone help and tell me how to turn that around.