I've been Diagnosed in May 2oo8. at the beggining I was ok with it never went into dipression and accepted the fact that I have HIV. but what is so wierd is that now as days and months pass, It's getting harder and harder for me to handle it; to handle the ups and down in my mental state to handle the fatigue to handle the acceptance of what i have. I'm becoming workoholic, passive in everything that goes arround me and yet soooo agressive when things get to me. I feel lost, even lost interest in everything and lost hope that life would turn good. I know and i've seen people with much worse health situation than me. I mean people with any other desiease or disabilities and i thank god it's this a bit of care and commitment to the treatment i'm fine. But still this sadness is sooo deeep, this anger soo strong, and i'm scared that every day passes i'm getting weaker and weaker in accepting of what I have. Is this a normal feeling. How long would it take what should i do??