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optimistic2009

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Why does it get harder!
08/17/09 12:57 PM

Hi All
Its been just over a month since the diagnosis and I have been on a roller coaster of emotions! I have an exam coming in three weeks time and I can hardly focus on it. I am so scared to fail in this exam yet cannot study.

Today all day, I have been feeling so dead! I hate myself for my moment of weakness. I find myself going on the internet every 2 hours looking for HIV cure and there is'nt one yet!! there is hope but then I spoke to some doctors and they say there will be never a cure! we have the best treatment so get on with it.

There is so much recent cure news---is that all hopeless? I feel dead, lifeless and getting to the point where I feel like just ending it all. I know I won't as what's the point in doing that but then what's the point of living as well now?

I am so sorry for this message as it is so negative but I need to vent!!

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Subject	Posted by	Posted on
Why does it get harder!	optimistic2009	08/17/09 12:57 PM
Re: Why does it get harder!	Lisawithhope	10/05/09 02:12 PM
Re: Why does it get harder!	mikel	10/05/09 04:33 AM
Re: Why does it get harder!	JAGuar	09/14/09 04:14 PM
Re: Why does it get harder!	johnk57	09/27/09 11:53 AM
Re: Why does it get harder!	allangering	09/10/09 07:16 AM
Re: Why does it get harder!	MUCHI1	09/03/09 06:28 PM
Re: Why does it get harder!	bnagayguy	09/02/09 01:21 PM
Re: Why does it get harder!	Angel_Ronnie	09/16/09 05:59 AM
Re: Why does it get harder!	rainmountains	08/21/09 02:06 PM
Re: Why does it get harder!	optimistic2009	08/22/09 01:59 PM
Re: Why does it get harder!	renevatio	08/23/09 10:49 PM
Re: Why does it get harder!	jersey_joe	08/19/09 11:24 PM
Re: Why does it get harder!	ruralguy	08/20/09 08:37 AM
Re: Why does it get harder!	Gene_CaliGuy	08/19/09 08:24 PM
Re: Why does it get harder!	mikel	10/05/09 04:53 AM
Re: Why does it get harder!	dean661	08/18/09 12:05 AM
Re: Why does it get harder!	optimistic2009	08/18/09 01:05 AM
Re: Why does it get harder!	Jackie__Blue	08/17/09 07:56 PM

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