7 years ago my husband admitted to me tha the was bisexual and was having an affair with another married man. My world was shattered, to say the least. I was 6 months pregnant with our second child......I've never been the same again. How do you ever trust him again??? We went to coounselling and that helped for a little while, but I could never get images out of my head. Every time we made love together, I imagined him in bed with another man. He always tried to have anal sex with me - he said it was "tighter" for him (because I have had 3 children). He said that most men liked to have anal sex...Is that true? Anyway, recently I've found out that he is chatting online with men again (of course he denies it). What will I do? Please someone help me.....I don't want to live anymore