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Hi_Im_Jason
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Reged: 06/08/09
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Loc: Was UK now Australia
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Compulsive Cruiser now reclusive
06/08/09 07:42 PM
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Hi all it’s great to join a well structured and run forum.
I have been pos for 2 years now and have not disclosed or talked to anybody about HIV.
My problem is that I feel very guilty about getting HIV because the way I got it.
I am a closet gay meaning I am frightened about being found out that I like to have sex with men. I used to be a compulsive cruiser, although since I found out I have HIV I have not had sex with anybody. I do masturbate a lot which worries me a great deal as my fantasies are becoming more outrageous as time goes on.
Hopefully I can find someone to talk about this to by emails and maybe give me an outlet for my strange thoughts. I have become very much a recluse since HIV and fear any contact that will expose me. So as you can see I’m a bit of a pussy when it comes to being strong.
Please email me if you like
Gayjason
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