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Mysterious skin
      08/03/11 06:30 AM

I have my emotions locked for the moment, but it swells and flows. I'd rather feel control. I'm a walking statistic now. Sex Worker...teen..couchopping. I've been staying with a guy for a weel now,we fucked and later I googled a med and I found Atripla. He was already really tweaky, but then I got a sore throat and cuts on the inside of my mouth and nostril. I went to get tested today. Both finger prick and rna and I'm positive.
I'm no stranger to anxiety but this was just the icing on the cake. Jumping off the bridge seemed epic and appropiate. My nurses voice in and out of my head, me still answering questions. This was in the afternoon. Now..I'm sitting on the bed and my infector/roomate are in the room silent. My throat hurts with every swallow, plus the off and on hurts to speak. I want to say something to him and I know that he knows. Getting things done and reading feels good but it still feels like this cosmic joke. Pathetic. Little gay boy moves to the city fucks around now he has HIV.

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* Mysterious skin spidey 08/03/11 06:30 AM
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