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I think that knowing that I tested positive for HIV haesnt hit me yet is been a tough week ..
#269221 - 11/24/12 08:04 PM
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knowing that I tested positive for HIV is just an emotional roller coaster since i found out my mind is saying dont worry you'll be ok but then I feel different like my whole life change in a blink of an eye..
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Hey pink , We all have been on that rollercoaster. And you're right when you say you feel like your whole life has changed in the blink of an eye. It has. But that doesen't mean that it's a bad thing , or like your life is doomed. Listen girl, I've been pos for going on over 20 years now. Hubby and I were drug addicts for a very long long time , 24 and 30 years worth. And the final straw bit us in the ass. And we both went on what I call a suicide run of drinking drugs and thinking we'd just do a suicide pact together. We thought that at least made it seem a romantic ending. STUDIUD US. Well to make a long story short , hear we are and you know what life has never been better. Sure I've been on meds for over 18 years now. But I see the gift that all that surrounds me. Even problems that I thought were soooo big I see as truly insignificant. So what I'm trying to tell you is that the roller coaster only goes on for a while . Things will go into perspective for you and youwill see some blessings that actually come from all of this. Feel free to pm any time you need to talk , for support , or just have someone to scream and cry with. I talk with many privately here. I pass no judgement, I remeber where I once was too. But more importantly is where all this can lead to , the nw ride of life.
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I just got diagnosed too about a month ago and wow what a shocker. My best solice has been researching on all the future cures/functional cures that have been booming within within the scientific community. I believe that there is hope out there. Not to mention we are not alone. The short time I have been on this site and among others showed me the kindness in this poz community. You are loved and not alone. In my short time I have joined a couple of poz dating sites, corresponed here on the body, and signed up for a support group. My heart goes out to you, but these trials will only make us better people. I truly wish you the best of luck and hang in there 
~Dallas
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It all gets easier with time. Our support recites the Serenity Prayer at the closing and it is soo true for all things in life. I've been pos for over 20 years now and when I think of how long its been and how long it seems I shake my head in amazement. I never thought I'd see this day when I consider where I use to be . So you see there is a purpose for each and everyone of us here. We are given all this hope for a reason . And if you can't seem to find any , well, your looking with the wrong set of eyes. And if you need help finding them , well, thats why the rest of us are still here. And together we see sooo much of life ahead, its scarey good.
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