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Neg Partner in full Blown AIDS
#3611 - 04/19/00 02:39 PM
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My partner and I have been together for nearly twelve years, and we have known for the last ten years that he was HIV-Postive. Now he is considered FULL BLOWN AIDS, I still can't wrap my mind around that, yet. We have been discussing telling our church about his status, I'm the activist of the family, but he's getting there.... ;-) I have told a few close friends at school(college), as I am also a Nursing student, some people asked how I am and how I was uninfected by this, I just think that God has a greater plan for me and us as a couple, but right now I just don't see it.
He just got out of the hospital last month after being in for five days after a gal bladder attack, has had several testosterone shots and is getting better, his T-Cells doubled (to 114), but there have been times when I catch myself and I get so frustrated with him. Being in school and working, since he is not anymore, it's a lot of stress and when I come home from work and find the house a mess, I would get so mad at him, and I just had to learn to let that go, it was hard, but I have had wonderful experiences with friends who have been there. Family on the other hand has not been there, maybe someday, that too is scary..... I think my biggest fear is my Mother becoming a bigger activist than I am ;-)
I am also a writer/poet and have been writing so intensely lately, my emotionms have been pouring over the paper, and a few of them have been rather hard to read, even for me, but it's great therapy. If anyone wants to talk, feel free to e-mail me @ Tricepmuscle2000@Hotmail.com
Love and Light to you all, love is the strongest bond, love your partner/friend/brother/sister/son/daughter(whoever it is) in your life who is HIV positive and if it is yourself, love yourself even more, give yourself an extra hug in the morning.
Chuck
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Hi. Even though I have been out for ten years I have alwasys managed to keep myself from feeling anything with respect to HIV. Anyone I knew with HIV or AIDS was an aquaintence or someone I knew of indirectly, until now. I recently met someone with whom I bonded instantly. About a week ago he told he was positive and has been for about ten years. I was crushed but I never let him see it. My personality forces me to save those who I can but this time I can't and it s very frustrating. We are gonna have sex one of these days but before I do, I want to know what I can and cannot, should and should not do. I find myself breaking down the past few days when I think about him and the eventual out come. I know I should be happy for what ever time I have with him but, It is very hard to come to terms with. Any advice for a guy handling his first encounter with HIV? Best regards,
Louie My regular e;mail is: islandguy31@aol.com
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