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Healing within who I am
      #248576 - 11/24/09 11:35 AM

It is now just over three years living with hiv as if I am no different to before. This past years have tought me so much about myself that I am so impressed with the changes I see within myself. Yet my whole life I was a loner, always being on my own never wanted anyone near me, because of being sexually abused, scared of being abused by others so I distant myself from my peers my family. Today I am 37 lost my father due to a battle with Asbestos Cancer now over three months ago, some days i feel the loss, so miss him and wish he was here to assure me that life will be all right, no harm to be done by no-one. I thought that his passing would've taught us as a family something but it didn't, as i see life differently and tell it the way it is no lies and straight forward and what did it bring me, distance between the mother I thought I had because of others deceit and lies we aren't talking.

From a life with drugs and parties every weekend to life settled and sharing it with a man who i think is my Angel of life someone who makes me forget that i have this virus. a blessing none the less someone who made me part of his life as I made him part of mine, magnetism at its best he is negative I am positive and falling more in love with him as each day passes us by.

the healing i have within me is the acceptance and the love of another who sees me as no different to him, who has made me the centre of his life as i have made him my centre of my life, we both have good values and morals and we have made God the centre of our universe. Dad will always be missed and only in time will it get easy but still it is hard knowing he isn't here with me. Love has brought us together and love is still what we have. overlooking the past and embrasing the future with new eyes.

"Live for today, because what you do today is what you use to make your future"

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Re: Healing within who I am new
      #248586 - 11/25/09 07:16 AM

can you help me write a poen about my hiv

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Re: Healing within who I am new
      #248589 - 11/25/09 12:49 PM

I am in your blood…

Day by day I take each day to the best I can
Facing people that I work with
even facing the public when I go to the shops
paying accounts
always wondering how many can see,
that I am positive that I carry the scarlet ribbon,
on my chest in my blood with my person.
Is it so obvious that I am to blind,
to notice them stare look at me differently
as if I have some board hanging from my neck....
this is the face of many face's...
the face of hiv...
there is more like me can you see it...
can you feel it....
can you notice the little hiv buggers
flowing in my blood look into my eyes and tell me you see them....
tell me.....
for i am in your blood
I have invaded your body I have stripped you from
your negligent ways of destroying your body
your soul,
I have brought you to you knees infront of many...
making you humble for who you are
what you can be to many...
I will destroy more when you encounter
sex substance abuse i'll get you I'll bring down
the society you serve the lifestyle you own.
I have brought down many and i'll keep on doing so
until people nations communities take me seriously
see me for who I am the killer of the new age
the serial killer in your town.
Many think that to rape a virgin will cure me,
cure you what a joke
I am here to take you down with me
so to the millions I have taken already
you are mine until your dying day.
You need to take care of yourself
or I will take you from this life you know as yours
the people you love the family you were given to...
I am your worst nightmare
when given the opportunity to change you...
I am hiv.........

Ronnie de Koker

"Live for today, because what you do today is what you use to make your future"

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