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scared to death
#234634 - 12/24/07 11:33 AM
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i am a very obssessive person and i just had protected sex at a massage parlor.and the guilt and fear is driving me nuts.t i applied the condom before i was ever touched.i do not think my penis had any cuts or wounds.several times my penis slipped from her vagina and i reinserted my penis with my fingers i remember she then kind of pulled the skin on my testicals to keep me inside.i had much to drink and was unable to cum so i pulled out.i then was standing beside the bed and she slid the condom off with a napkin then wiped my penis with a napkin and i am not sure if it was a clean napkin or the one she removed the condom with.i am scared to death that i contracted hiv from her she is a sex worker.i was married for 25 yrs and havent had intercourse with anyone else but my wife till now.my brother in law was gay and i saw what aids did to him when he died in the early 80s.i am driving myself insane
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jaw98
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You are posting on the wrong board. Your message is more appropriate for the "Am I infected?" board.
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well i have not lived or been with my wife in 15 months
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i get really defensive when it comes to people cheating, that is how i was infected with hiv, because an ex had screwed around and then gave it to me. I was only 18 then. and my life came crashing down on me cause i thought my life was over.
you have to understand. I am a Massage Therapist, and i am all the time asked about the happy ending shit. So when it comes to that i get very upset. i had went to school for what i do and i am very protective of my patients. those things are nothing but whore houses. and it puts my profession to look like that is all that we do. when we are actually part of the medical field, and i had to learn more then what some nurses do.
i am sorry for sounding like a bitch but all of us have mad bad choices in our life and we have to live with it. now i hope that you will figure out what is worth more. sex or your life.
Edited by jaw98 (12/25/07 07:21 AM)
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life is more important than anything.i am sorry i offended you jaws98.
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