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unhappiness kills
      #99842 - 06/14/04 12:48 AM

I have to let you on on behind the scenes secret.

Prostitutes are unhappy beings.They have been forced into this profession by men. Sometimes someone they trust. Can you imagine how shitty it sometimes would feel for them to sleep with anybody for money. Dirty, ugly, diseased men most likely and occasionally a smart guy like you who reads and surfs and knows about the things going around.

My Point is that prostitutes are human and what goes around comes around. Where do you think all the bad feelings go. Feelings of abuse and isolation and being unloved. These are what you are likely to come up with when you want love form a prostitute. You may be making love but behind the screen you will find misery.

This misery will touch you.

How ? Simple.

I had gone to one prostitute and asked for a blowjob.
I thaught i was smart and used a condom. Protected oral. Hiv was impossible.
In the middle of the act i heard her spitting something and then using teeth on my thing
softly, tough i felt uncomfortable,but she stopped and refused to go on and asked me to finish off with intercoruse. I was desperate and agreed.


Few days later i come up with fever and all the symptoms of hiv infection.
Shit scared, i get tested but its too early.

I was was so tired after the first week, coudnt climb a flight of stairs without sitting down.
Its been 70 days now and am waiting for my resutls tomorrow.

How do you think -lets suppose the virus got into me-this could have happened.
Simple -the condom broke, or was it broken on purpose.

After the fear, i started thinking and realised why did she spit and used teeth.
She had puchered the condom on purpose. I didn;t check it before she took it off and disposed it.

And coming to think of it, Why woudnt prostitutes want to hurt her clients if she can get away with it. Specially if she is dying of hiv or aids. She got the disease by someone and wants to return the favour. What goes around comes around. Perfectly logical.
Maybe i would have done it if i would have gone thorugh life like maybe she did.

It all ties together.

Moral of the story. Stay away from unhappiness. It kills.
Instead find someone you can love from the inside. Its worth the wait i guess.
Till creative

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Re: unhappiness kills new
      #99851 - 06/14/04 08:59 AM

chilly !

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bulls eye. new
      #99852 - 06/14/04 09:09 AM

Amazingly true.

It may be a good idea to provide free hiv treatment and creative work to hiv positive prostitutes so that they dont have to work and spread the disease.

the government has to do this !

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Re: unhappiness kills new
      #99974 - 06/16/04 12:51 PM

You are right, but why do you think guys go to prostitutes? for love ?. You must be crazy, most of the time it is because something is wrong in their relationships.

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Re: unhappiness kills new
      #100125 - 06/19/04 01:37 AM

I am touched by your story. you can not stay anyway from unhappiness, however. You can only chose to be happy yourself. How did the test go?

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Re: unhappiness kills new
      #100808 - 07/05/04 08:28 PM

i tested negative after three months,,,,,,,,,,,,,unbelievable.
the legharth and pain in the nuts,,,,,,,,,what was it all. damn.
have been living in hell,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,.

anyway,,,,,,,,,,,all those you are worried,,,,,,,please find good cheerful company of friends to keep your mind off the situation,,,,,,,,work,,,,,,,until the tests arrive.


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