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I feel sick..
#35995 - 06/19/02 02:05 PM
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I feel sick to my stomach. I've got so much on my mind it isn't even funny. This new company that came in, wants us to make a decision to go with them on the 28th. On top of that is of course the HIV test. I have to wait til July 2nd for the result. Last night the stress finally got to me that I was sick to my stomach. This isn't good. I wish I could just get this out of my mind. I feel like I'll be positive just because I've had a lot happen already why not this? Even though the counselor told me my risk was low from that one time exposure, I still sit here and go, "I'm so screwed." I told my signifant other that I refuse to go for my results now. I was just so upset last night, I couldn't think. He said if he had to, he would drag me down there to get them. Yeah, I know I need to find out, but not sure I could handle more bad news. Hell, they'll have to tie me up in a straight jacket and throw me in a padded cell because I'm afraid I'll snap.
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it's a wild 2 week wait
I know I been there a few times
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Yeah it sure is
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I know of a man who had HIV for many years and he never infected his wife .
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yeah his name is Magic Johnson. HIV poster boy wonder.
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I know how you feel I used to get sick from worry. I saw a hynoherapist and she told me that since I accepted I was going to get sick my subconscious was producing what I believed in. Now I realize that being told your hiv positive makes you feel unsafe. In your case you need to condition your subconscious that you are safe and relaxed. Your mind is causing your problems. God Bless!
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