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PaulB
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Any Idea Why - My Own Pulse
      #28257 - 02/13/02 02:52 PM

My tremor/twitching are almost gone, however, another symptom seems to worry me. I don't know why this happens, but I haven't found any references to it in medical literature. When I lie down, I get a very strange feeling. I can hear my heartbeat, and I can feel the pulse in many parts of my body, even in my fingers. This is very strange and annoying. Why does this happen? Another neuro symptom? Has anybody had any experience with hearing their own pulse?



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Re: Any Idea Why - My Own Pulse new
      #28259 - 02/13/02 03:28 PM

I understand that somehow someway you have derived these thoughts in your mind, but without sounding horrible (certainly not intended) you really need help! You post at this location numerous times a day, you relate unrelated symptoms to HIV, and you are easily persuaded. Believe me when I say you need help, and you are not going to receive the kind of help you need by posting on a website. All I can say is I hope some day you have a revelation and this path in your life becomes psychologically apparent.



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Re: Any Idea Why - My Own Pulse new
      #28261 - 02/13/02 03:31 PM

DUDE .... you're f u c k i n g stressed out of your mind, that's what's happening!



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Re: Any Idea Why - My Own Pulse new
      #28268 - 02/13/02 04:57 PM

STRESS
STRESS
STRESS
STRESS

LIKE ME YOU ARE A MESS AND IT IS IN OUR MINDS-



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Re: Any Idea Why - My Own Pulse new
      #28273 - 02/13/02 06:48 PM

Paul, You are suffering from chronic stress, I know because I have been there.After an experience with a guy (mutual masterbation, which I did not finish as I realised I was not gay) I became convinced that he had precum on his fingers which contained hiv , I convinced myself that I had contracted hiv via exposure through my uretha which he accidently touched I experienced the following including (neuro problems which I have to this day).
Here we go NO BULLSHIT!.. Over 8 weeks in order of manifestation :dysuria (bladder pain, pain when urinating),
rash (like sunburn all over body for 7 days), burning skin sensations (including one burning ear), burning mouth syndrome, neuro problems started 3 weeks after incident, dry mouth, nausea, diahrrea 3 days (like I had never experienced in my life before), burning tongue (3 weeks), weight loss (2 stone over 4 weeks, people jokingly said what is wrong with you have you got aids, which freaked me out even more), muscle aches, numbness of skin on legs, hypersensitive patches of skin on legs, cold sensations of areas of skin all over body especially on legs, the numb areas of skin on legs could not sense heat, muscle twitches in calves of various degrees ,
oral thrush (diagnosed by my g.p.) night sweats, plus many other symptoms which are indescribable.What sent me to the point where I nearly committed suicide, was when I read on a site white spots and sore throat are a symptom. Guess what I looked at my throat white spots all over it, doc said apthous ulcers, plus a redness to my throat which was unbelievable. My doc said go for a hiv test so I did at 11 weeks and four days elisa NEG, 16 weeks elisa NEG. Do I believe my results now this is 10 months later, I do not know, how can I after all the symptoms I had.You have mentioned neuro problems, YES I have them , my doc and the hiv specialist and counsellors I saw all say STRESS! (They must be right)Now I think 6 months is only conclusive, but I cant face another test (Plus I have slept with my wife) I have ruined my life through an act of curiosity, So is it all down to stress, I believe it is (in my subconcious).THE BRAIN IS SO POWERFUL, AND IF OVERWORRIED CAN CAUSE ALL SORTS OF PROBLEMS TO MANIFEST!
I think I freaked out over guilt, so please do not worry, if i tested neg after all those symptoms, then you must be ok as well, Take care and do not read too many hiv sites.



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PaulB
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Re: Any Idea Why - My Own Pulse new
      #28276 - 02/13/02 07:18 PM

Stressed Out, it would be lovely if I could chat with you. I don't have many friends to discuss my problems with. I hope u'll write me to kalkin@nettaxi.com.

U r right. I am stressed out. But I cannot distinguish between the physical symptoms and the ones caused by my brain.

As to my tremor, it's so weird! I experience both the cardioballistic tremor (pulsations due to the heartbeat) AND orthostatic tremor (which feels, roughly, as if I have a vibrator inserted in my [...]), add muscle twitches everywhere and tingling (but painless) sensations in the skin. EVEN my fingers pulsate. CAN MY [...] BRAIN DO THIS? It has never ever done it to me. Please write... No neurologist can classify my symptoms. It doesn't look like PN, doesn't look like ANYTHING!! God. And I am lonely. I don't want to die on my own in this room. If u can, please write...



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PaulB
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To STRESSED OUT new
      #28277 - 02/13/02 07:20 PM

Sorry... The above message is from me, PaulB.



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Re: Any Idea Why - My Own Pulse new
      #28283 - 02/13/02 08:20 PM

Paul, muscle twitches have nothing to do with HIV. in fact i had twitches last night which i dont find suspicious because i have had them before. PN related to HIV is tingling pins and needles on feet, legs and hands(which I think i have). You symptoms are not related to stress. you used a condom....if you get this stressed everytime u use a condom then you need mental help



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PaulB
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Condom - Yes, But Not Just That... new
      #28285 - 02/13/02 08:47 PM

1) I did use a condom, but what about performing oral? That was very brief (5 sec?) and shallow, but unprotected. And I might have had a sore throat... That's risky, isn't it?

2) Also I do have some slight tingling (like shivering) in the feet and in the hands, only it isn't painful. Is it PN??? (Jackie, did u say it must be painful???)

3) Also I have found a guy with PN that is having something similar to my symptoms... Check this out:

4) My mind is a bit hazy... Can anyone explain to me what the doc replied? Are all these symptoms due to PN or not?

5) Thanx!



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