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Mr needle, last post, very sorry to all of you
      #207073 - 09/13/06 06:08 PM

Ok my story is my g.f was with a bunch of guys before me but some were virgins, she tested 4 times all negatgive including 3 months before she met me and then 10 months about two weeks ago, i tested neg. 4-5 months but during the time i got tested well yeha i thought i sat on a needle tht someone put ona chair and tht is pranking me m,aybe becasuse of all thoise dallas myths on the net and maybe they decide to prank me but thing is the chair is like a hard metal chair with squared holes in it so thr only way is to force a syringe in it i think or to tape just tne needle to the chair, so i sat down fwelt a pinch around my tailbone area and i thought nothing of it till about 3 moinutes later i sat up and just looked around and if i remember correctly after the pinch i didnt feel any pain or touch any blood and thts tht then about 3 weeks later i went toa movie and sat down and felt the same pinch but just wasnt as bad so i thought maybe its just the khaki pants i wear tht is pinching me and around the area i got pinched i felt a painful rash or like a lump tht i rubbed and it hurt quite a bit so my best guess is tht maybe it was my pants rubbing against the rash tht made me feel the pinch both times ormaybe it wasm y boxers so who knows and both timews i felt the pinch i looked pretty hard to find the needle but couldnt find it and it was at night time to but with a light flashing down on the pavement so its prolly easier to see the needle then in the day time but yeha i guess thts my full story but besides the ocd with bugs and fast food places and all the myths those are the two most important parts and yeha i was born with a saracal dimple so maybe the sweat got inside and caused the rash tht hurt and yeha thts basically it so any feed back to me would be good but not saying ima total nuitjob and just what are the odds of even encountering this ? dont make me feel better just chuite me straight ?

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Re: Mr needle, last post, very sorry to all of you new
      #207078 - 09/13/06 06:22 PM

[quote] so any feed back to me would be good but not saying ima total nuitjob and just what are the odds of even encountering this ? dont make me feel better just chuite me straight ? [/quote]

I'm sorry, but what else can any of us say?

Do you hear yourself?
Do you understand just how out there you sound?
Do you realize how your fear and paranoia just seep into all your posts?

You are a nutjob. Doesn't mean you have to stay that way. The choice is yours. Following this path you are on now sure doesn't seem to be bringing you peace and joy. You have a chance to find peace. You just have to look in the right place. The answer is not external.

It's not a debate about if a needle stick did or didn't even happen and the possible outcomes.

It's not about your girlfriend and her prior sexual experiences before you.

I recognized you in your very first post. Do you remember what I told you. Walk away before this gets ahold of you.

You are young, I think you once said you were 20. Probably away from home for the first time. Dealing with a total change in your lifestyle. Sadly these boards have seen a lot of young men your age just totally lose it over this HIV issue when there is no reason to do so.

I think it's something young men fixate on because life sometimes seems so overwhelming, that imagining something more overwhelming helps you ignore what you need to deal with in the present.

All your present angst is about what is going on in your head and only you can change how you are perceiving your world. Not alone. You need help. Pick up the phone and find a mental health counselor. NOW. It is your salvation.

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Re: Mr needle, last post, very sorry to all of you new
      #207083 - 09/13/06 07:56 PM

Not a nut job. But OCD. It is so hard, so difficult to live with.

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Re: Mr needle, last post, very sorry to all of you new
      #207140 - 09/14/06 07:58 AM

Everytime I read one of your posts I get the chours of this song running through my head -

"And they're coming to take me away ha-haaa
They're coming to take me away ho ho hee hee ha haaa
To the funny farm
Where life is beautiful all the time
And I'll be happy to see those nice young men
In their clean white coats
And they're coming to take me away ha haaa "

Gee, I wonder why reading your posts makes me think of this old song?

Oh and I loved this revelation:

"yeha i guess thts my full story but besides the ocd with bugs and fast food places "

And you really think you only sound insane when you post and not when you talk about all this? I have a feeling I understand why the gf took off. Has she got the restraining order on you yet?

BOO!!!!!!




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Re: Mr needle, last post, very sorry to all of you new
      #207151 - 09/14/06 08:53 AM

You are not a nut job. You have something called OCD which effects more people than you think. You cannot and do not have HIV. You need to go and seek some help on the mental aspect of your life. No you are not a nut job but you are obsessing about HIV and you need to get away from it. You dont need to apologize you just need to get some help. I really hope you listen and get the picture.
Please see someone about your mental fears as you can not have HIV and you have convinced yourself that you do.

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