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I think I'm infected!?!?
      #20359 - 08/04/01 02:22 AM

First off I want to say that my story was posted on 8/3/01 around 2:00 AM regarding unprotected oral sex and condom breakage with a girl I met at a bar at the Rio who informed me that she was "working". I would appreciate it if others would read my story now on page 1 or 2 and comment. I want to thank NYC, Oops and Anonymous for their support. I appreciate your comments but I don't think that you guys took into consideration the friction burn that I had on my penis when the condom broke or the unprotected oral sex she gave me. I talked to someone and they said this greatly increases my risk. I also think I'm experiencing ARS's. I found a red sore on the back of my throat. People at work are starting to ask questions because they've noticed that the "life of the party" has something on his mind. I write programs for a software company and I haven't been able to finish anything. I'm sorry if I'm rambling or not making sense but I have so much that I want to say. I hope I haven't offended my friends NYC, Oops and Anonymous - please forgive me if I have. Your messages sustain me. I must have read all of them a hundred thousand times. If the girl was clean then why isn't she at one of the ranches where it is safe, clean, and legal!?!? When the condom broke it was no big deal to her. I don't know her name and there's no way I can contact her since I'm in Los Angeles and she's in Las Vegas. I just have a feeling that she is positive. This girl that I've been hanging out with wants to know why I haven't called her. How can I tell her that I'm just another male pervert who messed up and is now probably HIV+. I don't want to infect anyone so I guess I'm gonna go through what's left of my pathetic life alone and die alone. All because I got intoxicated and hard. I tried to have a good workout, but everytime I start to feel a little good I ask myself how can I feel good when I'm probably HIV+. What a terrible son I've been to my parents, what an embarrasment and failure I've been to them. Little sleep and severe guilt because I think I HIV+. Thank you.



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Re: I think I'm infected!?!? new
      #20363 - 08/04/01 03:39 AM

Hang in there buddy. We are all going through the same thing. I had inflamed tonsils two weeks after possible exposure. Have you done any test yet?



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      #20364 - 08/04/01 06:43 AM

Yes, any test yet.

I will suggest to get some help. I once sent and e-mail just to have some information about condom breakage and the HIV expert mention that you needed to have an open cut. My personal opinion is that the burning will not give you a direct path to your blood system (you were not bleeding).
In reference of the girl, I don't know what advice you, but I will suggest to make up something, for ex, prostate problems, if you have sex with her you need to use protection until you get tested and like we all know is going to be ok, but for the 0.1 probability use condoms.

Again, keep in mind that the fact that she is not on the approved saloons like you said, could mean that it could be more expensive for her or that she might not be well informed about these places. Keep in mind that they most have a capacity limit.

Relax and seek some counseling, I work on the same environment you do and the best advice I can give you is to concentrate on your job as much as you can in order to keep this stuff in the back of your mind.

Take care, and relax.



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      #20369 - 08/04/01 10:08 AM

Listen hope this helps,I got scared that i might have caught it through getting a BJ (FROM ANOTHER GUY)who I still beleive is HIV+, I had every symptom that ARS has (except Rash) or at least I thought so. My trusted doctor told me no, he went on to say you don't get it that way. Now heres I man who I've always trusted and who has HIV patients butI wouldn't beleive. So I went to an HIV deacease specialist and he also said you don't get it that way and it's just that simple. His words and I've posted them before were "A man thinks his going to earn his living winning the lottery each week,THEORECTLY IT'S POSSIBLE, but it AINT going to happen. This is a scary thing but clear your head, stay off the computer for a few days an get tested. Just a note which the specialist said that if you were experiencing ARS that after four weeks you would test positive, no exceptions !!! YOU KEEP YOUR HEAD UP, YOUR FINE.



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Re: I think I'm infected!?!? new
      #20370 - 08/04/01 10:19 AM

Hey guy,
Alot of the "pro's" don't work at the ranches because they keep a very large percent of the money as if they are a pimp. Have controlled hours and also offer a choice of several girls thereby possbibly reducing the number of clients one may see.
I would also like to point out that there has never been a case of someone getting HIV from recieving a blowjob and I am quite sure alot of people had sores ,cuts or whatever.
I am not sure about friction burns or how one gets one on the tip of his penis ( I can only imagine ) but the reason that recieving blowjobs is not a risk is because saliva is not a source of infection.
Peace



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Thank you to all - your msg's sustain me new
      #20374 - 08/04/01 11:55 AM

I want to thank all of you for your responses, they sustain me. I can't help but think that I'm going to die here in my apartment in a lonely corner of Los Angeles. I know that I've been very selfish as this was my 2nd distress message in only 1 day. All I know is that the friction burn was not bleeding, thank God, but was visible - a little red. I haven't had much sleep and I'm really trying to "keep it together". It's Saturday (the loneliest night of the week) and I don't feel like doing anything. On Sunday I have a function that I must attend to but I don't even know if I have the energy to put on my game-face. Again, thank you all - everyone here is in my prayers.



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      #20379 - 08/04/01 03:46 PM

Go into the Body and read "ask the experts", look for Ryan Krull, his last messaage is about PCR tests, but the issue is about a guy whon thinks he caught it getting head, see his responce.

P.S. all the girls in on the Vagas Ranches are tested every 6 months, don't beleive ? call their health department and confirm. I work out there for 3 years. good luck



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      #20401 - 08/05/01 06:27 PM

No offense taken at all - but my original answers still stand. :-)

Hang in there - come back as often as you like, and go talk to your doctor.



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      #20415 - 08/05/01 11:49 PM

I dont know why you were worried to begin with, there has not been any reported cases of anyone getting HIV from recieving oral sex.



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