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Mutual Masterbation I Guess
#196865 - 06/21/06 05:41 AM
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Quick question:
Monday evening I went to a massage parlor. I have a little OCD when it comes to such experience so I am no normally very aware and very careful. I made sure everything I laid down on was clean. During the massage (which was nude), I felt her breasts, bottom and the outside of her vaginal lips. She was defensive about me entering her and I respected her wishes. However, I do think I touched a small amount (very small) of moistness with one uncut (I checked) finger. A few minutes later, like an idiot, I used that hand to stroke my penis. I never touched the tip of my penis and the entire event occured with a lot of massage oil, which I beleive would probably kill the virus.
Everything I know about HIV tells me that this isn't a risk. But I feel so stupid for going to the massage parlor in the first place. I also feel so stupid for worrying about this. I guess I just need a little help letting it go.
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treat your OCD, get the help you REALLY need.
When hiv/aids does its magic, it will kill me, and i will be put in the ground. When OCD does its magic, it will kill your sense of reality,your sense of reasoning, your mental well being. in other words you are basically dead on the inside, and alive physically to just suffer with it,and any consequences it brings to you. Go get help for your REAL condition, and learn what triggers it, and stay away from them triggers until you are strong enough to handle them appropriately in a healthy manner.
No risk for Hiv transmission yet. But if you leave the OCD in control of yourself, it may lead you to the right time, the right situation for transmission in the future. Get yourself a counselor, and talk about your health problems that you DO have, before they worsen.
Good Luck & God Bless*
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This is something you need to take up with you mental healthcare provider. This isn't anything but your OCD.
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AIDS2HIV:
You sure don't sugercoat things, do you? Thanks.
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No i dont sugar coat anything, and you are welcome.
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