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A wild ride
      #188147 - 04/27/06 12:02 AM

Hello, I am in the navy stationed in washington state. I am writting this post as encouragement to the individuals on this thread. This past 7 months have been HELL!!! I am a married man who made the mistake of sleeping with numerous girls in an stupid attempt to maintain my "image". After having my little sexual affairs, I began worrying about HIV/AIDS, and that's where this wild ride began. I wasted so much time, resources and weight worrying about if I had contracted this terrible disease. My marriage is broken into tiny peices and I don't think things will ever be the same i.e trust issues. This disease doesn't only destroy your immune system it destroys your soul. I experienced all the lymph nodes, headaches, weight loss, diarria, eye floaters, blurred vision, night sweats, thrush symptoms. My point is I had numerous tests done and spent over 6 hours a day looking at hiv websites and readings posts over and over and over. I have basically been a slave to this hiv shit for 7 months. Well, basically I just found out that my 7 month test was negative and I'm ready to move on. I wanna say to all you brave folks living with this virus, please keep your heads up, scientists are on the verge of discovering better treatment methods to combat this shit. And to all the worried wells living as slaves to the anxiety the window period causes, hold it together. I am ashamed of the coward I have been through all this, it is hard to look in the mirror nowadays. I hate this disease, whoever let this shit get out of hand should have their heads chopped off. In another month I will begin safe sex awareness work in my community to help fight this disease. Thank you to all who read this and keep your heads high!!!

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