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But I bleached the needles........
#177022 - 02/24/06 01:42 PM
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I was a big dummy for a long time.Since I was 18(now 29)I have had many,many unprotected sexual encounters,shared needles,pipes,equipment,ect. All of my hiv tests were NEG.I was scared and happy each and everytime! So,After 18 months of absolute abstinence(drugs&sex)I messed up. I had a few sexual encounters and shared a needle. I found out the person I shared with was hiv pos. I bleached the hell outta them needles but still......What if 1 little determined bugger held on?What if it wasn't good enough?Blah,Blah,Blah......The "what if's" will paralize u with fear....Oh yeah a few months back I noticed tongue colored bumps on the very back of my tongue it may be thrush may not be. I go to doc Mon to get the entire kit and caboodle check up. I also have hepc. I can live w/ hepc. It can be cured and managed for a very long time(40+years)HIV no cure,no kids,no more"normal" life as we know it!The slightest thing can kill ya with hiv.Although we can look at magic j. He seems to be living 4-ever.Must be nice to have oodles of$$$. I'm scared which is totally understandable.I avoided hiv for nearly 11 years when I should of had it long ago.Please someone pray for me!!! Bless u all!!!
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well you should know bleach kills HIV but HEP C is a mother fu**** and bleach does not always kill that Biatch ! dude use your own needle how foolish can you get ? sorry i asked
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I know,I know I was sick and it was a far trip to the local pharmacy.Excuses are useless now....I quit.Now on meth.maint.
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franfrog
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Legend
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HIV is not a life stopper either. I do not know what you are thinking. Not any little thing will kill you, just ignorance. HIV is not the disease it was 20 years ago hell for that matter it is not the same as it was 5 years ago. What would you do if you are poz? You would live with it just like we all are. It is, I don't want to say managable, but with the right meds and doctor, you can live a normal life expectancy.
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Thank You for letting me know I was misinformed.
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Brandy
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I'm with Fran
I've had this for 9 years and counting and I'll be here another 40 years I was an IV drug user although by some weird twist of fate thats not how I got it. but thats another story. People with this illness live very long lives and for the most normal lives.
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take care and be sooooo safe love,
Brandy
Live in the Moment!!!!
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ravi
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hi
regards from india
You are in my thought and prayers, hope things are fine soon.
Goodluck
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Take Care
God Bless you
Stay Well
Love Ravi
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i will pray for you, good luck! Let us know what happens!
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