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thank you for your all help
you know i am still in a bad thinking. my doctor also said the risk to be infected very low. i would like ask you more details about my circumstance. i am receiving oral sex. she lick my penis in 10 seconds. i touch on my penis, it stick her savila. i did not see blood. after that, she hold and suck my penis in her mouth in about 1 minute. after that, i rejected into her mouth. but i wonder "very low" what it mean? would you please tell me how many percent i will be infected? are there any cases in the world or in USA infected through oral sex in case the partner infected HIV+? i am still scared. i am still obsessing and can not concentrate on verything. i always think about the death. in deep my mind, i will die. i did a stupid, a crazy work. oh, my god, i'm crying and broken down. i remember more other information. in that bad time, i had a scalded wound on my right foot. i wonder HIV virus can transmiss through my would? when the girl just finished blood test, i am crazy use the nail of my thumb touch on a little blood on her arm. oh, crazy crazy work. who can tell me the risk of these situations. i know this time i can not change anything. but who can tell me how many percent i am will be infected HIV+? oh, my god, if i am infected, i will die soon. i know you can share with me your experiment but how can i stand this circumstance? i am scared until die. I am crying whenever thinking about this. I swear never and never go to massage room or prostitute. every day waiting until the test day, i have about 4 weeks to the first test. 12 weeks to the second test and the 25 weeks tho the third test. which test will be killed me? the first or the second or the last? maybe i will die because stress until the test day. i do not dare think about the result test.
a sinful man

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