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JJCentral - Have you gotten the call yet???
#13196 - 12/04/00 01:08 PM
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JJ,
Hope you're doing better...any results yet?
I'm pulling for you.
God Bless.
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Thank you for your thoughts. I get my results tomorrow, Tuesday. At the moment I'm somewhat calm (the calm before the storm?). As you are aware, I've obsessed over this recently. I was a total mess over the weekend: Snapped at my family for no reason, couldn't sleep well, couldn't read or watch TV, didn't eat much, suffered through my fifth bout of ARS (I hope in my head), just absolutely miserable.
I'm comforting myself with what I've been told by my doctor, the HIV counselor I met with, and what I've been told on the hotlines: If this is negative at 10.5 weeks, after 3 previous negative tests, its time to get on with my life. Although I'll do one more at 14 weeks for further peace of mind.
Except for this forum, I sometimes wish I didn't have internet access. There is a lot of contradictory information out there that can mess with your head.
My opinion is that you have to talk to professionals, ask questions, listen to what they say, and ignore anything to the contrary on the internet. I know, easier said than done.
Hopefully I won't eat those words tomorrow. I'll let you know.
Thanks again
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JJ,
I KNOW what you are going through. I'm in a similar situation. The mind is extremely strong and good at mimicing symptoms of various conditions.
I know you'll be fine. I'll pray for you and look forward to your Negative post tomorrow.
Take care and God Bless.
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