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My Story
      #101117 - 07/11/04 01:13 AM

It all happened the 14th of june.

A buddy of mine told me about this website called ersoguide and how he got a message from a girl for a hundred bucks plus a handjob.

I was like cool so i checked it out being stupid.

I decided to call this african american girl toni.
so i did and she came to me and came into my house.

she started to strip and stuff and i was like wow and i kissed her nipples (no tounge just lips)

then she went to her purse and took out a condom put it on me and performed oral while i was in my chair.I got up and moved to bed where she showed me her vagina which looked very loose so i decided i wasnt going to go and have full sex with her.

she continued oral while i layed down on bed and she came down hard with her teeth once or twice and the condom slipped up a little once.

she began to jerk me with condom till i came in it.

i then layed next to her and talked for about ten minutes went to kitchen took off condom and threw it in the trash.

She left and i was a little nervouse cuz my dad was coming home so i took a shower.

The next day i saw my cousin and i told him what happened and he said ohhman your gonna get aids.

that day i told my dad and my hands wouldnt stop shaking and sweating.

that night i went to bed and my stomach felt like it was eating itself really weird when i layed certain ways in bed.

the next morning i was exhausted and didnt want to leave the bed i felt like laying there forever so i did and i slept.

Didnt eat at all that day the next day i woke up all light headed and i couldnt concentrate on anything.

So i went to the computer and lookedup hiv symptoms and boom there it was fatigue stomach pains etc.

can be experienced within 3 days. (OHH NO)

i felt horrible ran into my room and slept until about 7:00pm i decided to go to er.

I did they gave me a schwab std test and tld i couldnt catch hiv this way etc.

I went home and went to bed i slept good and woke up horrible again same thing couldnt eat tired etc.

the next day stilled feeling terrible my dads friend asked me to help him move.

So i lifted a few boxes etc and had to go to work i work security all night 11:30pm 7:30am at work.

in my car were i work which is were i sit i was feeling like aches in left arm and left calf.So i figured i was lifting stuff etc and got scared when my right arm ached and i fell asleep crying.I woke up shaking cold like i had the flu but my window was down and it was chilly i put the heat on and fell back asleep.

That day when i got home was my b-day (19th)

i slept till about 6:00pm my sister called i still felt like i didnt wanna leave bed and couldnt eat.I just turned 21 and my cousin made me go to a br with him so i did.

i went and drank a pitcher of beer all upset i told my cousins friend my problem and he said i had nothing to worry about.

i went home 3 hours later becuase i had banged my elbow and it bruised real fast but it was a light bang.

i ran to computer and saw that hiv people bruise easily.

so i layed in bed and felt a weird sensation in my genital area like a tingling.around waste and genitals cold tingles.

so i went to hospital and told another doc my story.

he told me i had nothing to worry about sounds like anxiety etc.

went home with a colonopin he had given me.Slept good woke up crappy again.And still couldnt eat much so i decided to talk with my sister.

i told her the story and she said i had nothing to worry about as well and i hate as much as i could which was nothing.Ilayed on her couch and was extremely tired.

went home and slept again.

next day i decided to go to my cousins house and on the way there was so lightheaded i almost plowed into 2 cars and my vision was off like i tryed to watch tv from a short distance it was blury.

then the next day went to the hospital got results negative.

i decided to get a doc and i did and she checked mpenis for cuts found nothing did a hiv test and a thyroid test and prescribed colmopin and prozac which i dumped.

she said i had constipation which later turned into diheria.

i told her about these muscle aches that wouldnt go away. etc the bruise and other crap.

no cuts down there but i noticed a purple spot below urethra but she said it was normal on edge of head.

so i went home waited and thought posted on tons of boreds only to be told ur crazy etc.

one day in front of my computer i felt a sharp pain in left knee now at this point i was having kneck asches on left side brutal ones.

my knee was killing me so i layed in bed next to my dad and told him as i did my whole leg went cold and numb and i freaked.But said fuq itand fell asleep.

the next day i started to feel a lump in corrber of knee below it and it stung to the touch.

so i went to hospital and at this point the top of my knee was stinging to the touch later that day to and i also still had calf tightness.

told doc at er he said its noting i starined it etc not hiv u dont have it etc.

i also got hiv results there and thyroid both negative.

went home upset and still scared not beleiveing these docs and slept tryed to clear mind.

one night i decided to sleep at my grandmas and went up there and got a weird pain like sum 1 was squeezing my groin.

so i went to hospital up there doc said it was stress not hiv ur mental etc.

now i said great cuz i also had a weird pain in my back too like if i touched one spot it was soar in center of back.

i went to dennys and ate that night at 5am went to nannas and slept.

went home next day played pool and got sharp pains in side aches in wrist etc couldnt eat and so on still pain in knee etc for two weeks.on third week mysteriously apetites back minor aches like between index and thumb and wrist two red spots on each arm like under skin.

i had a mono test done it was negative to.

also today 2 red spots on chest doc said she bets her house i dont have hiv i talked to specialists on webmd they say it aint there etc.

she wants to do a complete physical in two weeks which makes me wonder is she thinks i have it and shes lying to me.

i have been thru hell and by the way i aint sleeping all day no more.

yet im still stressed so why did it all preety much dissapear.

i still have been clearing my throat for a week and my throat was a little red but no soar throat for thre weeks.

i keep gettinga flemy throat and having to clear it and it just comes and goes as do all my stuff.

i had a rash for like 10 minutes on my wrist and it dissapeared. a small one.

i got pimples huge on my back tons of red dots on thighs which doc said pimples from sweat and ingrown haires and i also read that hiv people get alotta ingrown haires.

under arms are itchy i had a small headache for a hour that went away itching in variouse spots all day.

what do you think

everyone says i dont need to test the girl i called her back onthe fourth day said i have nothing to worry about that she gets checked every three months etc.

i just dont know i cant believe stress an cause all of this.

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      #101118 - 07/11/04 01:17 AM

what scares me is what if it broke the condom while she came down hard or something i hear her say shit when she came down hard but what if im scared :(

she said i was scaring her when i called her too.

when i called her before she came she said to me do you do any drugs.

was she asking me this to see if i was a drugy and not come or to see if i could offer her a fix or something :(

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      #101119 - 07/11/04 01:19 AM

i also have diheria and my palms on 5th day sweated perfusly so bad they were soaked for two days..

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      #101120 - 07/11/04 01:20 AM

what do you guys think but dont lie to me please

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      #101124 - 07/11/04 02:31 AM

How many times do you have to be told???You do not have HIV.Instead of spending so much at the ER,use some of that money to get some mental help.

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      #101128 - 07/11/04 03:17 AM

do not allow any doctor to tell you need mental help. you know youre body best. you know how it handles stress. you tell us is there something wrong with it. if you drs dont listen, get a new one. its your body. its your health. advocate for yourself (because no one else will).

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      #101185 - 07/11/04 12:09 PM

i have never been stressed like this i always had a i dont give a fuq atitude and i cant count all the girls i had unprotected sex with.

2 years before this was last as i changed lifestyle and masterbated more lol.

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      #101248 - 07/12/04 04:58 AM

Well the risk is pretty low, if nonexistant. Honestly though, it sounds like there is not much anyone could say to make you feel better. From what you have said, it sounds like you are driving yourself crazy, and there is no doubt stuff like that will cause the symptoms you listed.

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