sense of despair.
Jan 18, 2001
For the past two weeks I ve had a terrible sense of despair and deep sadness.Tested aids/hiv in april 2000 had tested neg a year prior.My initial numbers where CD4 234 VL 5000 % 8 which gave me an aids diagnosis.In the following month had a sereve shingles outbreak and my next labs CD4 251 VL 26000 %8,started meds Viracept.epivir and ziagen.First labs after meds CD4 221 VL 720 %8;NEXT LABS CD4 287 ,VL220, %12 at that time switched to Viramune/sustiva/epivir and ziagen due to sereve diarrhea and my last labs where CD4 189,VL undetectable and %10.My Health was poor I had an enlarged spleen,persistent cough ,shortness of breath,weight loss,night sweats and enlarged lymph nodes since and prior to my aids diagnosis.Finally convinced ny Doctor that this was not symptoms of the virus.Was diagnosed with advanced NHL in October,my oncologist estimates I've had this at least 6-8 months.Now completing 12 weeks of weekly chemo.My Question is till recently I ve been finally mentally but the past two/three weeks I ve just had such a terrible sense of total despair.I had a celluitis infection from chemo my Doctor gave antibiotic plus pain medicine Vicodine and Oxycontin.He had also prescibed for me Neurontin TID for Vincristine related neuropathy.Plus my own Doctor insisted that i take zoloft.Can all these Medications be causing my depression.I have a absolutely beautiful partner/soulmate who is also Hiv and supporting friends,I just dont know why i feel so sad now.Please advise me thank you.
Response from Dr. Young
Thank you for sharing your situation; I can certainly understand your concerns. NHL is an unfortunate and not uncommon complication of HIV. It is quite successfully treated though (not to say that treatment is easy), especially in concert with potent HIV therapies. I have several patients with your medical conditions who have done astonishingly well, have regained their weight and are back to work full time, all this without any significant complications. Reactive depression would not be unusual or atypical given your situation and is usually transient (will improve), and responds to psychiatric care and medications. good luck, -BY
Benjamin Young, M.D., Ph.D.
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