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Dressing room scare!
Nov 18, 2008
Dr. Bob,
First and foremost, I want to congratulate you on your recent marriage. I was so happy for you when I read the great news! I wish you nothing but the best in your life together. :)
I'm going crazy. I know I have OCD/anxiety-disorders and worry more about HIV than I probably should. Whenever I am in a public place, it seems to cross my mind as hard as I try to fight it - and what's worse, is my anxiety medicine ran out this weekend!
I would really appreciate a response from you about something that happened today, and if there is even the slightest reason to worry/get on PEP.
I went to the mall and went into one of the dressing rooms to try on some clothes. After hanging the clothes on the door hanger, I took off my sweatshirt and laid it on the little seat that they usually have in the dressing rooms. As I was trying different things on, I noticed there were a few spots on the wall that had dried snot/boogers. Just gross, no need to worry. As I kept looking on the walls, I noticed a dried spot of what looked like blood. It's dry, I didn't touch it, and it can't jump out at me - so again, no need to worry. BUT, then after picking up my sweatshirt and putting it back on, I noticed there were a few red marks/small red spots (possibly blood). Wasn't sure if it was dried or not as I told myself not to touch it. I did rub one of the spots with the edge of the hanger and it *appeared* to be dry, but I'm still not sure.
What I am worried about is that I had place my sweatshirt on this little seat and if anything rubbed off on my sweatshirt and then onto my face as I put it on? Also, everytime I took a different article of clothing off the hanger, I sat it on this seat. My fingers may have rubbed up against these spots and I bite my nails all the time, as well as the cuticle/area around the nail (nervous habit). What if an area of broken skin came in contact with one of these spots? I can't get this out of my mind! Please respond. Please. I'll even be okay with a "yes" or "no" in response to whether or not I need to worry, just so I have some sort of reassurance from you. I should have had bandaids on my fingers to prevent any sort of worry, but didnt think the dressing room would have that in it!
HELP!!!
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