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18 years positive/anxiety out of control
Jul 2, 2003
I tested positive in April 1985. I have been on a variety of HIV meds over the years with tremendous side effect reactions (neuropathy, pancreatitis, weekly kidney stones, nightmares, etc. I have now stopped all HIV medications and will not be going back on any of them. I am currently taking Klonopin 2 mg qd, Doxepin 100 mg qpm, Ambien qpm, Asacol tid (unspecified colitis), acyclovir bid (herpes), Immodeum qd, and Reglan qpm (gastroparesis). As of 6/03, my last CD4 count 283, viral load 66. I see a psychiatrist, infectious disease Dr., and psychotherapist weekly.
Problem: I have discussed my ever increasing anxiety with both medical doctors and therapist. They cannot offer me any more help. My Dr. went so far to say that he felt "incompetent" when it comes to this (not a jab at my doc at all). I feel like no one is taking me seriously. I have been seeing the same ID Dr. for the entire 18+ years. I have tried all the new anti-depressant meds (Paxil, Prozac, Trazadone, etc.) I found no relief from these meds and my stress level is extremely high. I have also tried self-hypnosis, meditation, yoga, etc.
Do you have any suggestions? I really don't want to have to go to another Dr. but I am becoming desperate.
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